dealing with a death with depression

[sherry mulberry]

I just lost the women I took care of for about year and it is so hard. I know we all have to deal with death it is just harder when we have to fight depresion on a daily basis. I have days right now I don't want to take a shower or get out of bed . I just need to remember that she would not want me to be this way . She was always smiling all the time even if she was having a bad day. I was blessed to know her and have her in my life as long as I did. She had ms she was quadraplegic and she got really sick with congestive heart failure. I sat and watched her die in front of me and I can't get that out of my head . We just had the memorial for her last week. So I'm still greaving. I will always love you Linda as I always said to you I will love you for always and forever.

[sherry mulberry]

Janice I'm so sorry for your loss. It is so much harder when we deal with other disorders to deal with death alone. Just remember Janice you always need to make time for yourself . I was on such a depression state that I didnt' take care of myself . So remember to take care of your stomach problems. Well you take care .
sherry