This is it. I think I'm having it again. That miserable feeling has been striking for almost a month now. It's not increasing, but I don't feel better either. The worst part of it is that I can't easily talk to anyone. Even though there are few people who know that I'm 'casually' depressed, but I don't feel confident talking to them about this. I am afraid they would get tired of me. I wish I could have a counselling, but it is not impossible for the time being due to financial factor.
Please wish me luck. I'm trying to stay alive.