ADDictive ADDitions

Past few months I've been ghostly! The holidays kind of kept me busy along with work family and the new year but I think things are stabilizing now. I've missed you all sooooooo much and I've got a heck of a lot of reading to do. Let's hope I don't false start again like i did last time lol. You'll know when you start seeing my posts again I guess. Love you all!!!- Janae

Hello everyone! I really do miss you guys, but I've started working and I'm repeating what I've done over and over again with work. It's something that I hyper focus on and don't really pay attention to anything else. I keep coming here everyday wanting to write something but end up getting distracted. It wasn't till I got Bryan's book the other day (Thank you Bryan you rock!) that I decided to buckle down!

I'm in a place in my mind right now where I really feel that medication isn't necessary… Continue

Thought I'd share. I wrote it while I was away. Enjoy!

My Playground

My playground is where all the children play
A space where heads wonder and discover everyday
A space where heads of the innocent are exploited by the games they play
The games of vice, of life, and disarray
The angel's and the demon's endless tug of war
Till it's time to go home and knock on mother's door
The playground is of their creator the children always say
However the children create the rules in which to play
They th… Continue

I've missed you all. Apologies for being away but I had to focus on stepping out of "my world". The last couple of weeks I started a new job which I quite enjoy. I work at a coffee store. They hire people on based on personalities which is awesome because lots of us always aim to please! The people I work with are fantastic. Strangely they're very accepting which leads me to wonder.

We all observe, we all wonder, I guess that's the gift/curse of an ADDer. In my world, I wonder why the material… Continue

If this is a bit abstract, sorry in advance for the confusion.

Knowing better is a bit of a curse. Watching people, knowing what they do, how they're doing it and precisely when gets to be so aggravating and repetitive. You end up becoming the one that people go to for advice because you know them better than they know themselves. You know which buttons to push and which lines not to cross. The aggravation sets in when you realize that no one can be there for you like you are for them. Why is t… Continue