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I have been sick for about 2 weeks now and finally feel human enough today to wear my hair down and put on something nicer than sweats.Sounds great huh? Well,I guess it would have been if a man hadn't "peeped" me in the bathroom at a gas station today.I could hardly believe it myself,but it happened.I spent 45 minutes with the manager trying to get a look at his face,but to no avail.He left to fast to see anything but his back.I had to take my youngest son into the bathroom with me(cause we were… Continue

when did my life become more than yours and my pain so immature my mind you never loved and my love you never cared.I am precious and innocent and you robbed me of it before I even knew what it was.You stole my life and left me with this shell.Hollow eyes and no sense of myself.I don't know right from wrong you twisted my perceptions in your own reality your lies they sting my face and I cry at night because of you and you were to busy sleeping,having sex or getting high.I didn't even know ho… Continue

Thank you for what I am and what I am not.Thank you for my heart that never falteres in the dimmest light.Thank you for the life I have and the lives I have brought.Thank you for my time and what I can do with it.Thank you for making it hard enough to be interesting.Thank you for making me strong enough to stand alone.Thank you for letting me be weak enough to cry.Thank you for the knowledge I have and the want to learn more.Thank you for my voice that can be stern and unwaivering.Thank you for… Continue

I am looking today at everything going on right now and instead of focusing on the things that get my blood boiling...I thought I'd take a different approach and see if my blood still bubbles afterwards.
My grandfather in WI passed out of his pain and suffering at 1207am tuesday morning.He was peacful and calm and ready to go.I love you and the best memory of my life was with you,the first time I ever ate rasberries from the vine and sweet peas too.They were the best thing I had ever tasted THAN… Continue

How do you start sharing your life and dreams with others without sounding like your lying or vying for attention? I often wonder that because so often I get asked"are you serious" or "you must be a saint"...no,just doing what needs to be done for me and my family,not a saint and yes I am VERY serious.I am thirty,I have taken care of my quadriplegic father since I was 18.I have been with my husband for 10 years ,we have two kids together and we each have a 10 yr old son from previous relationshi… Continue